Today it is beginning to sink in. Just one line yesterday, no pregnancy. We’re off to the world of IVF (we think).
There’s not a whole lot more to say at this point. I had this moment yesterday looking in the mirror, it was so palpable and distinct that we are on a different road now. The hard road of investing a ton of emotion, money, appointments, hope into getting pregnant. We’ve been doing this already, but now it’s to the furthest extreme. The hard road that doesn’t seem fair and seems at times like it will be too much to handle. Today I’m sitting with these feelings and stepping into our new reality.